I don’t even know where to begin … I am crying for the first time in many months. Back when I was first diagnosed, I cried every day. Now mind you, I am not one to cry. But today I just learned that one of my favorite employees at L+L has lost is battle to cancer. He was such a great person. Such a great energy around the office. He is in his early 30s. Way too young to have to have dealt with this bull shit! Pancreatic cancer is what he was battling. It was an up hill battle for him from the beginning, but he seemed to be in great spirits and he was optimistic that he would be returning to work at L+L. He will be so missed, not just by me, but by all that worked with him. He was truly a special person. I am tearing up again just writing this. I will miss you my friend. And to cancer, FUCK YOU!